tee hee hee

I'm back in the SL! The first thing i did was go to see the girl I liked. 4 months away from home gave me a lot of time to think of what to say to her, poems to write for her, and songs to compose... for her. I walked up to her front door and rang the doorbell, she came out in a flowing white dress and her eyes sparkled.

Before I could begin my song she took my guitar and baseball batted me in the face. Then she shoved my poems into my mouth and stepped on my head.

:(

;_;

no emoticon can describe the emotions i'm feeling

if only you'd love me as I love you....

My Friend Told me I wasn't emo enough to be part of his awesome emo crew godi'msosad

I was being all like oh man i luv good charlotte they are so cool and the best band ever is linkin park. He kicked me out of our emo dance crew WTF! He said I was doing it all wrong, I liked the wrong bands, was acting the wrong way, had the wrong ideals, etc.

I've lost the only thing that's ever given me love. I'm going to... I don't know what , but guys will be sorry you kicked me out!

I'm so miserable...

I finally mustered up the courage to IM the girl I liked. I was so happy when I saw the IM box flashing cause it meant she answered! But she told me to get a life and said bye... I just want to ride my bike off a cliff, so I can see her from heaven.

well at least I still have my friend's cat, who is really old and doesn't like me

My Life

Everytime a girl breaks my heart, I crank up the distortion a little more.

Today Was Such a bad Day

I was waiting for the school bus when I looked down and realized my pants were on backwards! A bunch of the kids who liked rap went by and thought I was trying to "front" and beat me up. So I missed the school bus b/c I had to get stitches on my face. Then my mom told me to stay home from school, but I wanted to go so I could tell this girl about the feelings I had for her. I was going to read her a poem I wrote and give her a temporary skull tatoo. But my mom didn't let me go to school. So I ordered a pizza, and cuz I was so depressed I ate it all and now I feel fat.

:( :( :(

SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP

I'm so pissed off, because I wasn't voted home coming king. And I had only 1 pic in the year book. I asked one of the girls in yearbook (she also broke my heart early this year when I asked her to play nintendo with me and she didn't) and she said it was because no one liked me and I was unpopular.

As for the homecoming king thing I asked around and one girl told me no one liked me and as a result no one voted for me. She then informed me that it would be cool if I stopped talking to her, ever again.

My life is in the dumps. I wish I could be cool like those linkin park guys and grow up to be hardcore rock stars. Then everyone would like me. Until then I'll just have to make some beautiful music and hang tough.

AFK

AFK gotta go eat a taco salad, chumpjerks

I was Praying and somebody told me....

I spilled hot pocket on my shirt and my pants smell like soy sauce

I long for a mother's warm glowing warming glow

Que malo once again I must sugar my own churros.

(I think my room is haunted (not part of what the somebody told me))

The Truth is Here

OMG, good charlotte - the truth. crucial song that'll get you. i can really relate to it

so i was listening to some thursday on a friday it really made me feel the weekend's dreary night

I'm a big pile of unhappy

I'm 5'4 and weigh 120 lbs. I'm so fat and worthless. I'm going to stop eating and start going to the gym more. But I don't have any gym clothes, all I have are black t-shirts, a trenchcoat, and vinyl pants with hundreds of pockets.

I think if I got skinnier maybe someone would love me... maybe the world could see the real beautiful me. Maybe the girls I see in my dreams will stop tormenting me... and give me their love.

Only a rock solo from switchfoot could cure my torn soul

I'm so confused....

Today I talked to this girl who I thought was beautiful and asked her if she wanted to see my lvl 100 charizard. She said yes! Something's wrong here, she's probably playing a trick on me to hurt me later. I hate her for this. I'm so confused with girls, why can't they just stop hurting me, I feel so tormented.

On the other hand I'm starting to feel some attraction to one of the guys I met. He has pretty long hair and always wears bowling shoes. And plus he said he'd play some X-Box with me! We always ride our bikes home together and that makes me happy.

Okay I'm going over the Edge Now

My parent's won't let me pimp my ride, my sweet BMX bike. I wanted some cool rims, a soft leather seat that cost $200, and a phat horn to announce my arrival to all the hunnies. But noooooooo they said I couldn't spend my money on my BMX bike. I just want to ride away into the night and let the darkness swallow me. Once it consumes my soul, I won't have feelings 2 be hurt anymore.

Life sucks even more than it did earlier

Just now my parents informed me that cannot hang with my break dancing crew 2hip4U anymore. WTF are Hipcat V and Snark Doggie going to do without me? They can't pull of their most complicated breakdancing manuvers. I'm so mad, not even linkin park and simple plan is making me feel better. I feel like I want to fight someone and cry at the same time. I just want to ride my bike off a cliff and see how my parents feel about restricting my rights. I feel like a black person during Reconstruction of the South.

Everything is so... Stupid!

I hate my life even more! First I did bad on a history exam then I just found out my parents won't buy me a BMW. How much worse can this be? Adding to that, another girl rejected me so I took a bunch of advil to end the pain. I hate everyone why does the world suck!? Oh and the girl of my dream refused to be my friend on face book, I've got a razor in my hand and am thinking of what to do with it...

In the great words of Ashlee Simpson

"On a Monday I am waiting, On a Tuesday I am fading"