I'm a big pile of unhappy

I'm 5'4 and weigh 120 lbs. I'm so fat and worthless. I'm going to stop eating and start going to the gym more. But I don't have any gym clothes, all I have are black t-shirts, a trenchcoat, and vinyl pants with hundreds of pockets.

I think if I got skinnier maybe someone would love me... maybe the world could see the real beautiful me. Maybe the girls I see in my dreams will stop tormenting me... and give me their love.

Only a rock solo from switchfoot could cure my torn soul