Que Malo once again I am left to sugar my own churros

I had a journal that spanned from 1st grade to my senior year of high school, but it had like 10 entries. I think I should write in my blog everyday so I can have some memories of my rocking college days.

Today I went running and I think I saw a totally hot girl. And here's the weird part she totally wanted me! So I realized something was wrong. I quickly kicked myself in the nuts to make sure it wasn't a dream, and it wasn't because it really hurt! But still something was wrong. Then I found out what it was.

She was Canadian! So I ran away from her as fast as I could, I think I ran the first 5 minute mile of my life (although it probably didn't make sense to run since I was running on a circular track). Thank God it doesn't snow in Texas otherwise she would have iceskated after me.

She didn't even have a hockey stick or anything, how was I supposed to know she was Canadian?

Hey look it's the blog I made in 13th grade

and I connected it to my facebook

thank God this new facebook allows everyone to see when I post dumb things in this.

what's a blog anyways, my professor told me it's where you can post your political opinions.

"Is it gay to eat a banana while you're naked?" -vicken

Go see the Princess's Diary 2, it's the royal event of the summer!

Anyways today I woke up then went back to sleep, then I woke up, then went back to sleep. Then I woke up again. That was pretty cool. Then I did stuff. But I realized I had a bunch of homework but I didnt want to do it. So I just sat there and wasted a bunch of time. Then I took a 9 hour break from my break I took from waking up and not doing anything. Then I went to the gym and did 1 curl and decided I'd probably be happier if I were at home eating some Star Crunch, the cosmic snack.

Back and In Black!

Guys it has been an exciting year since I've last posted. I've really grown up a lot. Anyways stfu gtg.

Today I Cried With the Sky ;_;

I made eye contact w/ this hot girl in my biology lecture, like I do everyday.Now I thought we had a thing for each other, b/c whenever I looked back she'd always be looking right into my eyes. Anyways today after class I noticed her walking towards me. So I turned my back to her and started fiddling with stuff in my pocket. Then I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned around.She said "hey"I said "hey""are you that creepy guy who always looks at me in bio?"I felt like I died.Then to make it worse it started raining and I hate the rain, especially when you have to walk or bike everywhere in college. The weather perfectly matched how I felt. In a way I could really relate to the sky, because we both felt like crying today.

F'ing Valentines Day!

Today I wokeup and realized it was the day I hated most out of all the days I hate which is everyday because life sucks! But valentine's day is the worse. It's a scam. Maybe I could learn to love if a girl were in my life. But there is no girl to fill that void. Valentines day is the black hole in my galaxy. I'm so empty I just want to cry.

It made me really sad when this cute girl walked by and I was going to give her a flower I was holding (because it looked sad like me, I could relate) but then I saw her jock boyfriend come up and I got really sad and cried. Then I rode my bike down the street slowly while Simple Plan played in my head. I pretended my life was a Simple Plan music video. I imagined how cool it looked as I moodily pedaled down the street while they sang "Welcome to my worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrld" :(

Then my back wheel came off and I fell on my face and scrapped it up real bad. I went into an eckerds to get some bandages and rubbing alcohol to cause myself pain, b/c that kept me real. I wanted to feel pain to toughen me up, because I was so sad that girls didn't like me. On my way out I saw a group of girls I knew from school and I waved making sure that they could see my The Mars Volta t-shirt and my bad posture so they'd think I was a badass. They laughed at me and one of them punched me in the stomach. I fell over and layed on the ground for who knows how long...

I saw a girl I hadn't seen for a long time

When I saw her she was so beautiful and I fell in love with her. But then in my mind two songs started to play. That one that goes "why do birds suddenly appear?" and

that other one about the Crabs from weezer

Now I no wut u guyz r thinking. THOSE ARENT EMO MUSIC. Well it's true! I dumped her ass b4 I talked to her LMAO. But now I feel bad because our relationship didn't work out because of her.

tee hee hee

I'm back in the SL! The first thing i did was go to see the girl I liked. 4 months away from home gave me a lot of time to think of what to say to her, poems to write for her, and songs to compose... for her. I walked up to her front door and rang the doorbell, she came out in a flowing white dress and her eyes sparkled.

Before I could begin my song she took my guitar and baseball batted me in the face. Then she shoved my poems into my mouth and stepped on my head.

:(

;_;

no emoticon can describe the emotions i'm feeling

if only you'd love me as I love you....

My Friend Told me I wasn't emo enough to be part of his awesome emo crew godi'msosad

I was being all like oh man i luv good charlotte they are so cool and the best band ever is linkin park. He kicked me out of our emo dance crew WTF! He said I was doing it all wrong, I liked the wrong bands, was acting the wrong way, had the wrong ideals, etc.

I've lost the only thing that's ever given me love. I'm going to... I don't know what , but guys will be sorry you kicked me out!