CRAWWWWWWWWWWLING IN MY SKIN

I asked the girl I like if she wanted to play sum multiplayer Halo on my X-box and she said yes! But then when I called her she was all like oh I can't do it now. This happened like 9 times, God I think she hates me! I'm so mad, why can't girls like me? I'm going to go take a lot of tylenol cuz I'm so mad and cry.